Truly is a blissful summer.
I have never quite felt so grown, so confident.
I have it back, baby. In small doses, but I can feel it's warm seed planted and advancing through my soul helping me speak and talk, articulate and quiz.
With questions and answers this world can be quite comical and I find I want to cherish it rather than discard it.
Nothing feels so terrifyingly difficult to accomplish- finding something desirable to accomplish is the new fixation.
I wonder what it will be like at the end of this period of richness, whether my thirst for... [this I don't know]... will have been quenched and I will be temporarily satisfied.
I like movement and travel and not feeling confined or committing to a routine, but education is a routine, is THE routine. I wonder if I can pan it out so I don't have to be here all the time.
A ha! Something worthy of accomplishment!
I wonder if my boy will love and grow into the city as I have, or if he will hate it like I could have.
I wonder where me and my boy will be.
I wonder what I will photograph.
I wonder what friends I will have.
I wonder what will become of friends who I have at the moment.
Strange occurrences ensure trust gets pissed all over.
Who takes money from somebody's room?
And then,
Who takes money from somebody's purse, ALL THE NOTES, and after sits and smiles and lets you roll time after time for them.
Do they not expect mass hatred?
Surely they could just take it and fuck off.
Cretinnnnnnnnn.
But this was a happy happy happy piece. Soooooo let's all smile and get along and check out my new trainersssssssssssss
